It brings tears in my eyes...

I was browsing Danica's profile at Friendster a while ago. I looked at all of her pictures. There was one picture that brought tears into my eyes. Ito:



I just stared at those mumbling these words;

"Sheeeeeeet! I have one of that kind! Galing sa Blue Magic! ( I'm referring to that hearty pillow with 'I love you!' on it.)"

Damnit. What brought the flood (of tears) was the thought of them having their first anniversary on February 6, 2007. I was mumbling again;

"We we're like... Just almost four months to pass through way back then... (Nauna sila ng one month, March kami.) Pucha! How did I let it pass that fast? (I said this sentence much slower than the others then...) SH*T."

(Sorry for the foul words, but hey, it's my blog anyway. Tumigil na ko kakaiyak, natatawa ako on the way I type my thoughts.)

Promise, I have this syndrome na 'pag bad trip ako, 'yung mga initial na nasasabi ko is in English. When I was brokenhearted, there was this certain lunch time in a day, I just spoke in fluent English. Kasi I saw them together and nagselos ako sa kanila. :)) Noooo. Hindi 'yun sinasadya. As if namang maririnig nila, miles miles away kami. And if ever na marinig nila, iisipin nila PASIKAT lang ako. Pati ako nagulat when the words actually came from my mouth. Sila Deevon, Geela and Jeffrey (my companions, true friends, HAGOD ROBITUSIN!, shock absorbers, human pillow/handkerchief/comforter, laughter mates, my boy friends, girl friend) gazed at me with awe. Hahaha! Exagge! Nagulat talaga sila at namangha... Deevon told me I SPEAK good English. Nyah! Lumalaki na ulo ko! Dahil nga pala sa pag-e-English ko nun, napunta ang topic sa IELTS, TOEFL exams ng Mommy ni Geela for New Zealand. (Nyahaha! Pwede rin ako sa New Zealand, kita-kits tayo diyan!)

Back to the topic... Yes I am envious... to the highest level. Pero naiisip ko, aanhin mo naman ang one year ng pagsasama kung within the eight months of those hindi ka naman pala mahal nung isa? (Grabe, matagal pa 'yung 'di na niya ako mahal kung tinuloy namin.) HAHA! Sh*tness! Hindeeee. Mahal niya raw ako eh. 'Di raw totoo 'yung mga sinabi niya sa akin na 'di na niya ako mahal at nanligaw siya agad ng iba, si [Insert her name here].

Seriously, aanhin ko naman ang one year na puno ng kawalan ng tiwala (mostly that's me, I'M SO SORRY, BABY! MWAAAAAAAAAAH! :) [pero siya as if namang walang pinagselosan :))] ), controlling not disciplining, uuuuh, ano pa nga ba, sleepless nights (because of endless fighting, shouting and all the crap), most of the times I looked like the zombie (namamagang mga mata, dark circles around my eyes) and he looked like a dramatic actor (with that oh-so-sad look and I can't help to be sad too when I remember) and we have prides almost as high as the Mount Everest, SO WE'LL BE DAMNED IF EVER WE DIDN'T STOP. We won't realize this, we won't realize that. Or should I change the pronoun to I? BAKA AKO LANG ANG MAY NA-REALIZE, NATUTUNAN O BABATUKAN KITA!? Joke lang. :D

Naalala ko tuloy 'yung sinabi ni Elysa na may sumpa ang 14. Eh kasi raw 'yung relationship niya with someone 14 'yung monthsary, malas... What was the word she used again? Oh, never mind. Halahahahaha! Whatever! May sumpa man o wala, it will live in my memory through the rest of my life! MEMORIES FOR KEEPS!

P.S. >> Hey, nagbabasa ka nga ng blog ko wala ka namang comment. :) I hate you for that but I love you more, most, mostest! :D

P.S.2 >> It's my brother's 12^th birthday! He's the most thrifty of us three. Laging maraming pera. Lagi akong may utang sa kanya! (But hey, I paid all of my debts to him before the New Year. Iwas malas. ;p) His Highness' pictures:


Nyahahahahaha! PAULO!


His Highness' picture with Her Highness - Paulo (with the fcuk U sign) and me, kunwari katabi niya si Sadako.

Siomai. I remembered. May pasok na kami bukas! OMG. Hey you, I'll see you tomorrow. Much loooove for you. :D

P.S.3 >> Happy 1 year and 4 months of happiness to Jeffrey and Geela! :D Their pictures: (Hey, I accidentally uploaded OUR [Karlo and I] picture, COINCIDENCE! Remember, Image113.jpg and not Image013.jpg.)


1 year and 2 months picture. :) Grabe magtitigan.


another 1 year and 2 months picture. :) Geela! Chancing!

I wish you the best! I'm always here to mediate and stop your fights. Kami ni Deevon. Aba! Naging alalay niyo kami one time na mag-away kayo! Nung nag-walk out si Jeffrey bigla tapos sumunod ka naman agad forgetting both of your things. Malamang mababait kami and it's our responsibility na pangalagaan ang mga gamit niyo kasi kami 'yung naiwan, kinuha namin tapos sumunod kami sa inyo. God, nandun pa lang kami sa may guard house gate nasa arch na kayo papuntang canteen. :))

KARLO!!! I STILL LOVE YOU, SMARTASS!